Take the time to remember your friends, the people that have made you smile for the past week. There is joy and peace in looking for the small things. This started as my own way of doing something positive when I got tired of seeing "Fuck you Friday" spreading so far. I believe in joy more than spreading anger and sadness.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Welcome to wherever you are!
"Welcome to wherever you are This is your life, you made it this far Welcome, you got to believe That right here right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be Be who you want to be, be who you are Everyone's a hero, everyone's a star
Eight and two. And none... In their own way... And One... Above all others. Expectations. I am who I am. I accept others for where they are in their life... It is... Simply is. Find peace and accept.
I am not changing. Not fighting for improving. A Zen attitude, I suppose. Choose the battles that are the most important.. And finding joy in the small details. The little things. Each and every time. Relax.
Welcome to where you are... Have faith and trust.
And this post is also for others.. For Percy, Karl, Mel, Keith, AAG, Tom, Warblade, Lestat, Bella, Jen, Moloko, Ryder... Those that I trust... Or those that trust me. Whose lives I too know. At least in part... Welcome to wherever you are... Thank you for being part of where I am...
To the one that I sent messages to on Friday trying to get a reaction out of... If I did, he didn't let me know. "Mike"- A new visitor. He commented on one of my posts, sadly saying that there would be nothing left for him. There would be of course. (Can't find his blog today. Blogger nonsense or he's gone...) And the two that I had dinner with on Friday. What fun we had...
This has been an interesting week. It's easy to reflect back on those that made me smile...
"And behind door #3..." We have the Whiskey Puzzler. He sent me an request to chat from an unidentified email. Then started with "r u gonna talk or i should delete you??" My new "friend" thinks I might be able to teach him about "Devil knowledge", doesn't like my name, can't cope with the "creepy stuff" I post and says that every guy that sees my pictures is going to masturbate. It's clear he wants me too.... He told me to get some help! I did. I laughed. Looks like he wrote a post just for me too. Lucifer.
Tom Paine - Tom wants to know all the details know that I've gotten his attention. Maybe I'll tell him. Still letting that settle into my brain.
Erik - We are walking together into a secret place...
#5 - A child. She called me from the house. That was locked. That she was not supposed to be inside. Dang kids broke into the house. Turns out it wasn't the first one either. They also broke into the friends house. My daughter went through the cat door there! She's 12 and 5 ft 6 by the way... At my house they went through a window. That had a stick in the track. Giggling to say they took food from everywhere they went.
I write Friday Five because I want to remember the joys in the week. Not Fuck you Friday. It's more meaningful....
Peter Rost. He posted a Google map with directions from Stanford to Sweeden. Google has some rather creative directions and a sense of humor. I know some of these roads BTW.... Find this here!
RC- A brief conversation giving me the words to understand absolutely everything better than I ever expected and from a direction that I never would have guessed. Men are really from a different planet!
#5- He says "Excellent." "Nice" and "I want him to fuck you."
#1 - The one that is working on a design for me. It's in the mail. I have no patience for waiting. Karl - Who reminded me once again that something matters "more than almost anything" and seems to think I need clothespins! Ryder- Who has returned with comments and likes Queen. I've missed his words on Devil's pages. Stealth- A lovely picture and my twin celebrated a birthday. The two of us really need to get together and get into some trouble together. Missouri Savage - He called me "HotStuff" and likes a picture that I put up...
Mr. Anon- Leaving comments on my post "Fuck me Tonight." Only I guessed who it really was, and I loved knowing later that I was right! Ken (& Jen) - Who was "Content", but finding "Happy" too strong of a description when Jen was pissed at him at the time... A combination of email and chat status making the connections there. Yep, she's pissed alright. Madder than he's ever seen her. It's an entire blog posting! Lestat - Chat status "I was thinking to myself this could be heaven or this could be hell. Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way." I'll just assume that he meant me... I could show anyone the way! If they let me. Karl - Who said, "That if I like it, that's what's important." Ryder - Who once again asked the questions that he showed he cared...
Expectations.
Expectations.
